According to Dr G, I would be 16DPO today but I'm not getting my hopes up at all. I think I'm probably only 10 or 11DPO and my temp dipped a little this morning so I think I'm about to start the downward slope towards AF.
On the positive side, I believe that although I O'd later than expected that it was a good ovulation so next cycle, I'm going to ask for a trigger shot. If he won't give it to me then I'll insist upon a day 21 test and just keep the BD up until I am extremely confident that O has well and truly happened.
Yesterday was a pretty crap day at work. My boss gave me a combing down because there has been a few more accident reports coming from the preschool room than normal because we had a new child start who was initially quite aggressive but has improved. She said to me "Everybody has personal issues at home but while you're here, you need to be completely switched on because this is work and you're on my time." I think she should have spent the day with this child when he first started and then tell me that. I don't believe my personal issues get in the way of my work. It was very disheartening and really got me down.
Today I'm going to my best friend's baby shower. As my mood is already a bit on the down side, this is not going to be easy but I have to paste a smile on my face and be really excited for her. I hate that I'm not really excited about this baby because after all, she is married to my brother and this is going to be my nephew. I think I'll come home tonight and have a little cry.
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