Baby bump :-p

Just thought I would add a few bump pics so that I can keep track. The first one was taken the day after I found out and the second one was taken at 10 weeks. I'm now 12 weeks and I think it's a little bigger but to everyone else, it probably just looks like I'm getting fatter LOL.

12 week scan :-)

I finally think this is actually happening!!! I was so excited to see bubba today. He or she isn't much of an exhibitionist though. When the scan started bub was sound asleep and in the wrong position. I had to jiggle around to get he/she to wake up and then bub rolled in the wrong direction! Cheeky little Tic Tac!

There is actually a baby growing inside me :-)

10 weeks...

I'm starting to relax a little more now as I heard that the rate of successful pregnancies from 10 weeks is 95% I know that I'm always thinking of the worst but I've waited so long for this that I worry so much that something is going to rip it away from me.

Last weekend we went to put flowers on my MIL's grave. I still really wish that she was here both for DH and me. She would have been so excited about this and I know how much she wanted to meet her grand kids. At one point when she was in hospital, they told her that she would have to be admitted into a nursing home (before everything went from bad to worse) and that devastated her because she would never get to baby sit our children.

Our NT scan is in 2 weeks and I just can't wait to see Tic Tac again. I asked for the early shift at work for that day well before the roster was written but I wasn't rostered on the early shift so I had to ask my boss to swap it. She must have complained about it to her boss because at the staff meeting, the director said that I must do the middle shift and that I should just feel lucky if I get an early shift at all. I said that I was fine with that but if I have an appointment then I will need the early shift. I refused to budge. I hate when you do everything right and still get in trouble for it :-/

Not really showing at all yet and all my clothes still fit. Can't wait to get a belly :-)

Stress over lacking symptom :-/

I woke up this morning and my bbs didn't hurt any more. I know symptoms come and go and I shouldn't stress myself over it but I can't help myself. I haven't had any bleeding at all so that should be all I need for reassurance.

I'm not sure what I would even do if I started to bleed. I thought that I would go to emergency but I'm worried I would sit there for hours before even getting to see a doctor. Maybe I should go straight to Dr G and see if he can squeeze me in or I could go to the medical centre and hopefully get a scan quicker through them?

I really need to stop stressing myself. Only a few weeks until my 12 week scan so I just need to relax.